utterly despicable

no, not callous by nature

but i’m messed up in my head

and the moment you say you like me

i'll go sleep with someone else instead

don’t hold it against me i'm just good armcandy

or take me to bed and i’ll be your slave

but don't make me a part of your plans fall not for me
and i say this for your own sake
i'll just drift in and out of your life confusing confused
and then alone my road i'll take

everyone is someone’s pinup

everyone is someone’s whore

my heart’s been bumped around enough

and now it’s way beyond sore

it’s hardened black and terribly sharp

worse than just a lump inert

i’m edward scissorhands

and all i can do is hurt