i'll always be the same

i'll always be the same
she claimed
n then she went n changed.
i didn't even know
who she was
when we met again.

as she spoke
the smell of smoke
with her perfume, mingled.
on her lips, pale
the smell of stale
alcohol, lingered.

u should've called instead
she coldly said
i'm so sick of ur letters.
just look at u
it's such a pity dude
n u claimed u were better.

the sky overcast
made the night seem to last
almost forever.
i stared deep in her eyes
n realized
with a cold shiver,

she was just the same
her deranged games
as cruel as ever.
n it all came
floodin in
n i was drownin in the river.

i didn't even know
who that was
reflected in her eyes,
all i saw
n all i heard
were just blatant lies.

as i spoke
the smell of smoke
with her perfume, mingled.
on my lips, pale
the smell of stale
alcohol, lingered.

i'll always be the same
she claimed
n then i went n changed.
i didn't even know
who i was
when we met again.